So sorry for your loss, Gerhard. What an up/down emotional time for you and your family. I give you these verses in hopes they will comfort and give you peace that the Lord only can.
When you pass through the waters, I will be with you. When you cross rivers, you will not drown. When you walk through fire, you will not be burned, nor will the flames hurt you. Isaiah 43:2
In Christ we can come before God with feedom and without fear. We can do this through faith in Christ. Eph. 3:12
He heals the broken hearted and bandages their wounds. Psalm 147:3
Give all your worries to him, because he cares about you. 1 Peter 5:7
God is our protection and our strength. He always helps in times of trouble. Psalm 46:1
He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death, sadness, crying, or pain, because all the old ways are gone.
Hang in there Gerhard, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.